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ribes_rosso for lending me William
It 's a strange chapter, perhaps more long history of the song itself, but this is what I imagined for my character Will.
centomiliardesima Listening to the song once I got the inspiration. is "my" Will he sings, you recognize it?!
I invite you to listen to the song that I think is spectacular .. Happy reading
Will
It had been almost two months after that & rsquo ; last Once I had spoken word ... .. if you will, in fact I had yelled at for one reason really useless.
I explained I had not, and she had not really understood.
When I said that phrase "do not help me so" I was referring to his eyes permanently hidden from those thick lenses that make it easier.
How many times I was lost in the classroom peering behind those glasses her huge blue eyes. And that afternoon I was the same. Surfing endlessly in those eyes so deep, losing the second by second.
But she had not understood.
And I had not explained. Two adults who
enjoy doing children.
In those two months I had readily avoided; classroom rested her bag beside her, so that I could not approach her, and if he saw me in the hallways, lowered his head and red as a pepper, she spent pretending it did not exist .
I did not think that day and night, the first time I saw her, but she had not understood .. ... and of course I said I did not.
Our history was limited to this: she did not understand, but I had not explained. And again and again, indefinitely, to get lost at night in the dark of my thoughts to think about a different approach to a more open, to a love better.
On his face, his lips, his scent.
I found myself night after night in front of his door. We support the front and the imagined. For as she really was.
Maybe in pink pajamas with colorful designs, the socks to warm their feet in the cold winter.
Rolled up in his duvet, with the belief that no one thought, or that no one wanted it and wanted more than his own air.
Images with shaggy hair and eyes still closed from sleep every morning before going to class.
imagine embraced the pillow every night to go over the lesson.
image with the handkerchief to wipe away a tear after tear film, and then sit on her bed and imagine the perfect love.
His perfect love .. there would never be someone perfect for you? There was someone in the world ready to defend it against anyone who wanted to hurt her?
you so small and helpless.
that you sulking at the slightest thing. She
that lights up when something made her happy
And how can we talk about his sulks and his infinite shyness. That same timidity that colored her cheeks every time a word, also known as a joke, the embarrassed.
sweet, so far as when he was studying. He plunged headlong with his hands pressed to her temples, and a frown on his face.
His pen, his sheets, kept his books in an order almost maniacal. The gab
sent just drank a drop of alcohol too.
His hand cream that I raised my chin in a moment of distraction. A moment of inattention that led me to want more than anything else.
His face saddened by my stupid reaction, but too scared to accept this feeling I had escaped from her wounding. I miss those
her looks thoughtful, that his mind was lost in a million thoughts. That
in his velvet touch grazed his cheeks. The rose scent that emanated after a sleepless night because of my beer.
Its sweetness in grazed his lips with hers, so soft and tasty. Her body against mine, abandoned entirely to my embrace.
able to caress and squeeze, touch the tip of the nose, and kiss her again, more secure. Bolder.
imagine it was all I had left
"You must give me another
this possibility can not be the end"
For credit
vision Legacy 2.4 I refer to this post. Chapter
short you say ... I know it's true ... and you think the next one is even shorter: D
It was as if a tornado had passed within my body will break all. Hot and cold shivers of pleasure alternate with fear.
I leaned with his back to the door had closed behind him before you give me that smile, embarrassed, trying to moderate breathing.
If I closed my eyes I could still feel his hands caressing the slender face and hair, her lips so sweet and loving at the same time, the vague taste of a cigarette that was driving me crazy.
When I came to the table most of the tables had already been occupied, and I hoped to glimpse the white hair of Michelle and blacks to sit next to her and tell her everything even though I had not the slightest desire to swallow even a crumb.
But as soon as I stepped inside the room to get closer to our usual table, a female figure stood before him very provocative to me with a fake smile.
"Stay with you got it right away? Because it takes me two seconds to reduce you in mush nerd "
"Hey, Helena ... I do not understand what you are referring to," I said looking at her defiantly.
"Oh, but you know very well what I mean, stupid softy .. William is mine, that you like it or not .. I gave you last night won because I did not want to do scenes, but the next time you pull all those spaghetti that you find yourself in the head ... I understood you well? "I nodded
continuing to fix bad he had that smile on his face and actually made me a bit 'in awe.
From what Will had told me they were not together, but I could easily have misunderstood.
"I do not know it was your boyfriend, though we have only studied, there is really nothing to worry about - I said - I'm sorry you have misunderstood. Will not happen again "
I felt like shit.
"I never said that my boyfriend, but it will come soon, so you think your stupid to study materials, and leave people alone who knows how to have fun ok?" He said, then shrugged and gave me a push to pass.
Sbuffai loudly. In that mess I was going to mess with? That guy that I liked so much and I had just kissed had some history sick with the person I hated most, although I had not ever done anything.
I joined Michelle at the table ready to tell her about recent events, but Gian came up immediately and I could not tell in front of him. The
smacked a kiss on the lips caressing and then sat at our table noisily moving a chair.
with a headache I had all the noises were amplified
... "Hey, anyone here has drank too much yesterday," he said addressing a warm smile.
replied with a grin and stole the juice greedily drinking it from the tray. I did not notice that you have so thirsty until he drank it all in one gulp.
"Oh yes .. you definitely exaggerated, "said Gian laughing and then blaming the meat overcooked, resembling a sole of a shoe.
talked about this and that as if nothing had happened, although in reality with the eyes looking desperately Will. I wanted to maybe talk to him or ask him what the hell was going through my head a few minutes earlier, but no blonde hair poked her head into the room, and I just nodded and smiled to the gentle effusions of the two new lovebirds, who in what seemed to me, had decided to show the open.
When the bell rang which sanctioned the end of the lunch break, Gian escaped by disappearing to me a wink and a smacking kiss again, surely the first of its boldest Michelle making me blush.
"Michelle I must tell you one thing," I said while accompanying her to the physical education classroom.
"What joy?" His smile showed his happiness fully. He was so happy and carefree that even she did not look.
"Well .. here I do not know where to start ... skip the lesson with me? Please, "begged
He looked at me sideways, probably had already figured out something.
"What do you miss a lesson .. be a serious thing .. "In response
sbuffai.
"Ok .. er's okay ... it's nothing important ... maybe after "
I tried to disappear leaving the hall, but he took me by the wrist and led me in the cafeteria.
I sat holding a cup of hot chocolate, while taking out the cold wind blowing behind the leaves off the trees.
"I kissed her on."
".. ..."
"I know .. no .. I should not. I had to pull me back ... but it took me off guard and kissed me "
I did not know what to say to let her know I was that I was not to look that fantastic kiss. He had an expression that seemed to wonder that anxiety or nervous ..
"Well thanks .. I was not particularly beautiful, I'm a nerd and all but kissed me and it's not nice of you look like that, "muttered
" No.. no star what have you got it! I do not do this because it seems impossible that he did it .. but that is it .... "
" Well thank you ... what beautiful words of comfort! "snapped getting nervous
" Let me explain ... Will has always been a freak .. I know a lot of years now, and - as I spoke gesticulated nervous - I have known several girls who have had some minor story with him ... but Will not kiss girls. Will not you let go and effusions so blatant. It just seems weird .. but not strange because You're a nerd, silly, strange because it is not the type who does this sort of thing .. if you want I can talk to him maybe Gian .. .. "
" No please! Not hinder this thing, it was only a kiss .. "I said staring at the smoke coming out of my cup.
"It's never just a kiss in the case of William Peer." He said seriously.
seemed almost did it on purpose. A twist of fate. I had been drinking my hot chocolate when Michelle ran to the next lesson. I did not want to jump another for something so stupid. And of course, never saw him enter the cafeteria.
I was left alone.
All had their subjects to follow, but I just did not feel. One day of absence would not lead to who knows what consequences. Or so I thought.
So I was lost in my thoughts weird. Explored several options that explains his behavior, when he nearly fell off the chair when I looked up and saw him sitting in front.
"Holy God, I want to take a hit?" I asked putting a hand to his chest
amused smile, as usual, raising an eyebrow.
"I I have seen "
" No.. I was thinking .. I was thinking ... "I could not find a plausible excuse.
My heart was pounding in my chest, taking me to have rapid breathing, and certainly he had noticed.
Beautiful as the sun was standing there staring at me putting myself further in awe, but the words would not come out of the mouth, and tongue seemed glued.
"Were you thinking? A what? "And then asked noticing my uncertainty.
blushed violently, as always happened to me in his presence and turned to avoid me that his eyes were passing through the heart.
"To notes biology "pigolai remained staring at the blank wall all cracked.
"It really did not understand much the lesson, I simply transcribed what was written on the blackboard ..." he said as if he had not paid attention to the double meaning of my sentence.
"I have not even read for that matter," muttered
She looked surprised with his hand while trying to settle in that bunch that fell in front of the eyes continuously un'espressine giving him very sexy.
"I just want to watch with me a moment? "he asked as I swallowed my hot chocolate without realizing he had left the brown mustache above his lip.
"Now?"
"Are you .. - Rise-you're all dirty with chocolate, "he said moving the pointing finger and my lips, while with his free hand he took out the pack of sheets scattered all crumpled.
I took the back of his hand and wiped me worse than a girl leaving a brown halo over the palm.
I never meant to find it again on the side, breathing on my neck, but when he moved to come near me and read all I could find the necessary strength inside of me to leave.
I needed that little touch more than anything else in the world.
"Because you see - he said putting his finger on the paper, pointing to a sentence scribbled half - today spoke of macromolecules but I did not understand what he meant"
I watched him opening his eyes, feeling almost insulted.
"I got drunk to explain it to me yesterday and today you are telling me that you did not understand what they are?" Asked
did not answer but merely compulsory fixed to look down on the sheets.
"are proteins and nucleic acids .. DNA and RNA, "I muttered and then back to concentrating on the field, glanced
diabolical" Do not help me so, "he said in a tone too serious that almost did not recognize.
raised my head to fix it because I could not, and especially did not want to believe what I had just heard.
I was making a superhuman effort to explain what was being said in class, I was put into play more than any other person in there, dealing with my shyness, and my fears. Passing my time with a guy who probably was making fun of me .. all for nothing.
"Look, I do not know what to do with you .. I - I missed the words - I am doing the ass and you do not enjoy it ... you know what I say? Sbrigatela alone .. you do not have eight years, and I'm not your mom .. are not obliged to help you study. At this point arranged. I do not deserve such behavior, "I said getting up and unbuttoned his chair by crawling on the floor.
ran to my room leaving him there in silence. I was the answer to that way? Where do I find all this courage I did not know really, but I knew by her eyes that was not what he expected to hear. He was speechless and remained as we had been wrong. For a second I was only a worm, then I realized that maybe it was better that way. It was better not to get too many illusions about the two of us, it was useless. I was not at all. And I would have stayed for the rest of my life. The trouble was that hour after hour, day after day, I was hopelessly in love with that boy.
Truncate report that stupid fake friendship that was coming to set was the best thing for me, to hell with the feelings of others. Once in a lifetime I would have done the egioista.
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ribes_rosso and caferacer02
And a kiss to all of you who are my fleas!
The following weeks were really tough. Every morning I got up to go to class and the afternoon I was studying and preparing for exams, despite the many things I knew already.
My friend was away. When we were together, laughing and joking, but most did not notice the happiness on his face and the will to live that I had found the first few days. Maybe it was because Gian do not even greeted when he crossed over in the corridors, and especially do not ever see him alone. He was always surrounded by girls. And even though she had said that was not the right guy, I was increasingly convinced that they are wrong. They loved each other, and I was increasingly convinced. I saw her, his eyes, his face light up every time you were in the same room. I saw him look and then turn around as soon as caught. Behaved like teenagers and I would not have allowed my only friend, to suffer for this stupid.
So one night, while watching television alone in the sitting area froze.
"John, sorry, can I talk for a minute?" I told him as he passed as often accompanied by a girl who looked at me wrong.
I saw that he greeted her and placing his hand on his arm finally came up to me.
"Hey, baby Callie, how are you?" His voice was joyless
"I'm fine, how are you?"
"You're the first who asks me know? - Asked smiling - I think not good ... "he sighed
He frowned and noticed that it formed a small wrinkle that I found funny.
I wanted to straighten his finger.
"It is good to see you so angry - I told him - deals with this situation"
"Do not listen to more of your advice - I said laughing and looking into my eyes - the last time look what you've done & rdquo ; added, still smiling.
"You know that was the right thing to do, otherwise you'd never done. Good heavens Gian ... if you want to fight you! " I said shaking
just seemed to talk to a wall. Received no stimulation, not fighting .. even he looked more like the guy who I had met the first day. So I took my courage in both hands and told him what I thought really. I opened for the first time a boy.
"I love her. We love to madness, and try to bury this beautiful passion. You're both idiots! With her, this is a taboo that I would like at least you give me a moment to feel the same. I love her. I know but just .. I love her, I'm fond of. E despite not even know you ... well now I want you too. She was just afraid you do not understand? He's afraid you might hurt the, that would leave .. and I envy you. I envy you so much.
you this feeling that you keep locked inside your heart so deep ... and so beautiful. It must be wonderful to love someone and be paid .. I. .. I envy you .. then go to her and fight for her. Live for yourself .... Love one another as only two of you can do. In light of the sun, hidden .. anything you like. Vivetevela But, why waste all that you feel for each other, it makes me angry as hell! " I said then, standing up standing taken by my speech.
I saw him looking at me like I'm an alien, but even then did not answer and after a few seconds he just rearranging the dirt floor.
"John, go! Do not sit around feeling sorry for himself. Stop pretending that it's not there ... "
" The nerd is right, "Will's voice came from behind me but I turned around, and continued undaunted in my persuasion.
"The love?" Then asked point-blank
"Of course I do .." said
sad "So What the fuck are you still doing here? Go to her not! The girl here you are also giving the room "again broke in Will. Gian
looked at me and smiled. That smile had not seen for a while. That look again full of hope. He got his head and kissed me again I said "Thank you" whispered, then turned to his friend as more and more beautiful than ever.
"Thanks to you also saw a half," he said giving him a little tap on the arm.
I sat puffing. I had lost the most romantic film, where Jack and Rose on the bow of the Titanic they exchanged the kiss so sweet and romantic.
"Oh why did you talk about making love with him. You are immersed in the movie full of attitudes mawkish tear-jerker "said Will throwing a dead weight on the couch making me bounce on the other side, and stealing the remote control.
taken him blush a little with a slight smile and I hid under the seat, at least they would not have stolen.
I do not say anything just looked at me and making me comfortable and then settled down for the rest of the film company.
Despite that film, I knew him by heart by now, I immedesimai, as my usual, and towards the end I ran away a tear. I could not help it, was stronger than me.
"Let's just a movie," she said, placing his hands behind his head and stretching
"It 's so .... Sad
Rise giving me a little blow with the shoulder, it was my first contact I had with her body. A shiver ran through the back, as if I had snorted a draft on my neck. But as always, that our moment was destined to die immediately.
The girl with jet black hair that had thrown me out of my room on the first day he appeared as an ethereal vision in front of us and grinned Will.
"Hello Will, we're going to the bar you'd like to join?" Asked minimante without deigning a glance.
"Hello, Helena, do not stay here tonight to do to Callie that company was excluded from the room, maybe another time," said returning to watch the movie in my company, while I roll my eyes at her first and then on him.
"Oh .. - Said nervously, you do not want us no one in your room eh? "he added, turning to me
did not answer and I just looked at her timid shrug.
"You have to be a thorn in their side even if your only friend you want to room with her," said petty
"N.. No it's not that I want is ..." I tried to tell her
& ldquo , Yeah well, what you like. Will, if you get bored you know where to find us "he added disappearing without first launching a dirty look. As soon disappeared
view from my muscles relaxed and went to sit on the couch next to my personal Adonis.
"I really hate a lot eh?" I asked, making me come back with your head on your shoulders.
"yes Well .. I do not know what I did. Threw me out of my room on the first day and has taken a dislike to me now "I told him staying with his eyes glued to the screen
" Yes. he told me. Obviously in a more colorful. It 's really a girl without any sense .. "I was defending
?
"I. .. I thought it was your girlfriend "I said looking at him Rise
stealthily putting a hand over his face to cover her eyes.
"Me and her? But do you take me? "
definitely lost interest in the movie and I sat looking at him.
"We often see together .. I thought .. I know "I snapped him laugh again and crossing his arms to his chest.
"Well let's say that your speech that you made love with her first Gian can not be proven ... It 's nice, I do not doubt it but .. I do not like certain things he says or does .. making it inaccessible by my "
I shrugged my shoulders not understanding what he had tried to tell me .. that perhaps there was something between them only on the physical? That could never be because he was not even that stupid? That over time it is accustomed to his manner and would be able to love? No he deserved much more.
I was certainly aware that it was not me that "something more" but nice and kind as he was sure he had the row.
I saw him get up suddenly and I had a moment of sadness. Every time I could spend some time with him, always walked too fast, but this time fall back took me by the wrist and pulled me behind him.
I felt embarrassed, I did not know how to move .. if you move. Her skin in contact with mine. His hand holding my wrist and dragged me back.
"Where .. Where are we going? "I asked in face redder than ever
" I'll walk in the room, we have biology tomorrow and I have not studied yet ... I need your notes, "he said, turning slightly.
certainly noticed the redness on my face but said nothing, smiled sweetly and continued to drag on for several corridors.
"But wait - I could say freely - They will be inside talking to ... or do they have to do we can not enter. And then I have not finished watching Titanic "I added, turning her face toward the recreation area.
"I bet you went to our room - and he said, referring to Gian - probably spent the entire night together. You'll have to start with these blessed repetitions or the teacher rejects you, too, "he said with a wink.
I raised an eyebrow skeptically. "The professor I ever boccerà "
He gave me a pinch on the side making me jump nervously. Damn
bloodstream! Because every time I touched, or simply talking, I had become a pepper?
When I did come into my room, I noticed that he had been right. The light was turned off and there was not even the shadow of the passage of Gian or Michelle.
"Ok prepares the notes I'm going to get two beers," he said, closing the door behind him and disappeared from my sight.
I did not know how to behave. I was going to spend the next few hours with a guy who made me go crazy, whose perfume made me lose control. That same boy that I had as a companion to biology. That same boy that I was slowly losing her mind.
I knew that I am not in a fairy tale. I knew that between him and me there could never be anything but some time together to review biology.
But I thought that that moment never comes. When beginning the teacher told me to be his tutor was agitated, but I saw it as an impossible dream. An event that would never happen.
But I was there, standing in my room, waiting for him.
ready for him to learn everything I could. Courses in the bathroom and saw the tricks of Michelle placed in plain sight.
I got the instinct to wear makeup and my hair, but I limited myself to settle down for good spray and two drops of perfume behind the ears.
was not aware of it.
untied hair from that annoying ponytail and let them loose so that it would take a shape. Li
I pulled up that they were still wet and now taking a turn to say the least unwatchable ..
I made two braids and I quickly try to fiondai notes in his backpack, when I saw him come in with a crate of beer.
"And that should help you study?" I asked staring
He shrugged and started throwing a two cans.
"This I hold it for later, or I fall asleep while I explain the last lesson," I said just raising it and placing it on the bedside table, then took the chair from the desk of Michelle and went to mine, sitting down.
as I pulled out my usual all-sheet notebooks pens of every color and kind of looked at him. He drank beer in his prime and looked at me like I was crazy.
"I've already done the double notes for you - start handing the sheets put in order - and photocopied parts of the book that you have to study emphasizing the key parts of red, green and secondary, and blue .. What is it? "I asked as soon as I saw paint on his face looked frightened
" Beviamoci first beer together, I can not think to put me to study with you so well taken at 11 pm "I shook
head amused.
"I already know things, I just continued to do you a favor, but if you prefer, start from the beginning without notes or sheets emphasized," I said taking a beer from the box and opening it by drinking a shot put. He sat
putting a cigarette to his lips and I smiled.
"I'll teach you to drink beer, and teach me biology ..." he said then turn
We spent the next two hours to find the fun part of biology, as he took ricordandosela notes from another angle and I drank sip by sip shooting crap to make him laugh and learn.
"I'll get drunk every time we revise a whole is bloody matter?" I asked, draining the third starting to head in the air and not understand anything.
He moved a cowlick from his face discovering those eyes every time I enchanted and left me speechless.
I looked for a brief moment and then lowered his gaze to remain fixed at that dirt floors and full of cigarette burns Michelle, sliding back the tuft on his face.
The gesture was spontaneous. I do not know where I was. It was the beer that was acting, so taken by the time I took courage and gently moved the sprig's annoying when brushing your face.
did not move an inch, and suddenly I was hellishly hot.
He remained staring at a hole in the floor, definitely caused by my friend, and I needed to look into his eyes, or I would crazy.
very slowly, for fear of shooting would shift the places his hand under his chin and obbligai at me, so when the twisted face and smiles.
"I'll get drunk all the time?"
He looked at me deeply and took my hand caressing and then just get up.
'It's better to go now, "he said without really answering.
remained impassive anchored to the chair. What had I done? I had taken too much confidence?
I heard the door close but now my head was elsewhere. I was able to escape it by simply touching it. I had never come to that point.
"Stupid! Stupid beer! "I muttered to myself as a vague feeling of nausea took possession of my stomach.
I lay on the bed and tried to close his eyes to fool not to think that I had just done. What I got was? How could I make a similar gesture? I, I even afraid of my shadow.
At one point, I can not define how many minutes passed, everything began to spin around and I got the shock of vomiting, so I ran to the bathroom without even having the time to turn on the light.
I leaned against the wall with the back and hid his head between his knees crying, and then put up again.
I was not really used to drink and that night I had probably exaggerated.
"Callie? Callie Baby are you in the room? "I heard the happy voice of Michelle in the other room and with a grunt feces understand where I was.
"What do you do in the bathroom? EHU that smell .. you forgave? "asked their noses
With his head still between his legs ready to throw up again nodded.
probably took me her to bed because I opened my eyes finding myself in his arms, while she gently stroked my head.
"Sorry Michelle, how did it go?" My voice seemed to come from beyond
"Sorry for what? Everything went fine, but you tell me what happened? You drank all that beer alone? "He said, pointing to the table for stopping a second to caress
told her about my evening as best I could, starting from the meeting with Gian to find the toilet by sliding a tear when I got to the point of sad all that matter.
"Tomorrow I'll kill him, "said angry
" It 's my fault, I know that the beer would take me at this point ... "
gently rested his head and felt my smile.
"Little Callie .. I told you to leave him alone .. It 's a nerd, this is not to say it is not appealing, but is one that has not the slightest intention to engage ... "
" I do not want to commit - I told her - it's just that I wanted to touch the his face, and I managed to do away "
" Honey, deserve a love that knows no one who escapes after I made you drunk to study biology, "he said laughing and printing a kiss on the head.
"Tell me about yourself - the incalzai - Gian what did he say?"
He told me what it was romantic. To what had been their sweet kiss. How he had kissed and hugged all night. How many times she had whispered in his ear that he loved her and how important it was for him to have her at his side. To what was beautiful, and as their lips meet and intersect each other perfectly.
"Thank you - I whispered at the end of the story while I was slowly falling into a deep sleep with a terrible headache - if you were not there in my life, I do not know where to turn "
" I am happy to have helped "muttered then collapsing in his sweet embrace.
The next morning I did not go to class. Not so much for the face instead of the zombie I saw my reflection, but because the headache and stomach pain prevented me from making the slightest movement, not to mention the light that pierced my eyes blinding me.
I then put it back under the covers up over tirandomele ears, while the head continued to throb incessantly.
I tried to think what I said or did in the time when I would see, because I would see because now Michelle and Gian seemed to have made peace, but came to no conclusion, because in retrospect it seemed be gone. I was not too sure I have made that gesture, I seem to remember a dream on the verge of disappearing in the cemetery of my memory. I opened my eyes only when the clock ticked past noon.
"Good morning princess how are we going today? "Michelle asked me more beautiful than ever
" Buongiorno a tube ... I think I have put my head under a bell and then have beaten strong non-stop for two days, "I said ruffling his hair.
"Ah .. that the first pretty drunk .. When you look back 10 years and you riderai fool itself "
grunted something that he wanted to be a 'do not think so' and I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I thought I had swallowed a pound of sand and cement, and I have a stinking breath after all the trips to the bathroom that night.
"Go away, is not well! "Michelle felt the other room just as I was leaving the bathroom in a comatose state, without having time to not see me.
still wearing his pajamas smelly, and looks worthy of the wicked witch from Snow White I saw the perfect face Will assume a strange expression.
"What happened?" Distressed
asked "Do you .. I brought the notes today, I saw that you were not in the classroom, "said looking at me ... and I was hoping - Michelle you can remove the balls and let me in so I talk a second? "he added, speaking rudely to my friend.
nodded imperceptibly, when she looked at me, so he opened the door and went out leaving the door Will not pulled him before his shoulder.
"Can I?" He asked gesturing to enter the room.
stretched out his arm, making him sit, I had to be a monster, disheveled, still wearing his pajamas and a smell of gastric juices to a mile away.
"But you were wrong?" I asked as soon as you shut the door behind
"Eh .. I do not see the face? I must have drunk too much beer, and just say the name again I feel sick "I said putting a hand to the stomach
" Ah, ah, oh no I'm sorry. I thought I had not come to .. you know .. is not it? "
I looked dazed and then I had the brilliant idea.
"I do not understand what you're talking about .. among others do not even remember when you're gone .. My mind a bit 'confused the last hour of review, "I said scratching his head
We would have thought? We would have fallen?
"Oh .. - Said almost disappointed - well I brought the notes today, Layton seemed strange in your absence, and was even more when its a question posed to the class I said "I laughed
sincere" Well maybe for the next revision to avoid alcohol so I also remember something, "I said taking the notes from his hand.
"Ok .. ehm .. I'm going. See you around, "he said to quit doing.
I began to watch the clipboard and I was really sure he was gone when I saw his shadow in front of me and I raised my head with anxiety strange painted on his face.
It was those who had supported his lips to mine? Was he really the guy who was kissing me a bit 'awkward brushing his cheek? His hands were going to stroke the hair?
His breath .. her breath on my skin and her lips lingered on mine. Almost too scared to dare.
broke away after a while, as I cursed for not having returned the kiss, despite the fear of having a bad smell, but when its nose touched mine, came back to me more greedy this time. He opened
lips slightly and I imitated following its contours. He squeezed my waist and I approached him, while the notes ended up scattered on the floor completely. To hell with biology.
I could feel that her piercing that had fascinated me so much in the weeks before the first grazed his lips, and then lean on the side, felt his tongue intertwined with mine, and his heart beat strongly against my chest ready to go out, so was my agitation.
I did not feel even the arms, and I could have remained motionless like a cod, when gently kissed me again, going back to be more chaste.
A kiss. Another. Light, always lighter, and then finish.
I stared at him with eyes demanding an explanation that never came. He ran a hand through his hair, almost embarrassed, I just looked up one side of those lips for her fantastic smile and then turned out. Leaving me there like a codfish.
had really happened? I ran a finger lightly on the lips, where seconds before there had been hers, and I could still feel his saliva. It was
really happened. William Peer I kissed her.
vision Legacy 2.3 January vision Legacy gen 2.2 Here we go again with a new chapter of this second generation.
for the credits I refer to previous post , but I would like again to thank ribes_rosso and caferacer02 William and Gian.
And now I leave the fate of our beloved Calliope 
The celebration actually extends throughout the corridors around the campus, every corner was filled with people dancing to the rhythm of the music you hear in the distance, or pumice, or drank, smoked or even worse.
seemed to have arrived in hell, in the midst of destruction, I stopped as soon as Michelle stopped to pick up two juice glass filled with some alcohol on a table for the occasion turned into a bar.
"It 's the worst party I've ever seen" I said as I smelled the strange pinkish liquid in the glass
"Why did you see the best in your life?" He asked, laughing and drain the entire glass in a sip.
stared at her for a moment .. was incredibly beautiful and I had not even noticed. That face so perfect and sweet features, were only covered by a mask of piercings and a particularly heavy makeup ..
"No.. actually I have not seen other, but if so they are all happy to be as they are - I said tasting the drink taste sweet - hmmm .. But good stuff is "
" Go easy on the princess, I will not bring in camera on his shoulder, "he said, smiling again, and showing one of his perfect smile.
In the midst of this chaos I could not see a blonde hair approaching, and for no reason my cheeks blazed.
"Hey Gian - yelled my friend - we're here!"
"Hey, girls - already seemed to rev up so quickly - then all is well you have fun?" He said then kissing Michelle on the neck and leaving them to watch the show in a passive manner. Will
meanwhile puffed and rolled tobacco in what seemed to me a map and if you lit it, when a strange smell of grass came to sting the nostrils
"Come here bitch," said Michelle from stealing the odd cigarette hands of the blond boy and beautiful.
looked at her with reluctance, the smell bothered me and made me dizzy, not like a normal cigarette, but after some shooting, I saw the expressions of my friends to relax, with a stupid smile on his face.
"You?" He asked putting it under your nose
"N.. No thank you .." I saw Gian
take her hand a moment later when she went to William his cigarette, letting go and bring her there ; with my drink and a sweet guy too good to be true, that I had not yet addressed word.
"D.. Where do they go?" I asked, with his head in the clouds, including alcohol and tobacco smoke
"Where you going .. to fuck, "she said taking the odd cigarette to his lips again
He had certainly used a polished language in that first sentence that I had sent it, but the same was enthralled. Michelle had warned me not to dribble behind him, but how did he do? It was so beautiful it takes your breath away.
"Oh - I said, disappointed - well then I'm going back in the room" I said tearing down what was left the sweet drink into the glass that stung me by the throat.
I was leaving, I had just launched a look weak when I took my arm with his free hand
"Look, just be gone in the room"
stood for a moment between charmed and stupid ..
"And why should they go in the room I'm sorry? There is available to the entire campus, I do not seem to be two who uphold the laws of the campus, if I know Michael well, and I do not know at all well since I've known today, will in some classroom, on a desk some teacher who hates her, or even worse the director's office "told me
sure I saw him raise his eyebrows while I was blowing that acrid smoke in my face.
"Maybe you all wrong, take a drag from tho"
"Oh ... no, no thanks, I do not like," I said pulling back
"Come on, take a drag, at least try before you say that you like "
took the unusual cigarette that was almost totally consumed and was passed from the lips of Michelle, and then those of Will, and I put a little on my own and then feel hot.
I took a breath, while the heat made me burn the lips and the smell of grass mixed tobacco, passed through the nostrils to the throat burning lungs, I began to choke under the amused eye of the boy who looked at me with folded arms.
was so incredibly beautiful. They spent a few seconds, and my senses were amplified as.
I could hear the voices coming from downstairs, the dance movements of the girls who were behind us, and then penetrated the energy that he exuded powerfully in me.
Her eyes, her lips embellished by the piercing, the bunch that fell in front of those so incredibly green eyes ... I felt
the heart which had beat faster, while the face was veiled with sweat. It was damn hot, and that vision is certainly not helped me calm down.
Each beat was a breath, and everything was in slow motion, I saw the closing and opening of the eyelids, I saw his chest swelled every time he breathed, I could see his hands to be treated as a boy, his baggy jeans for his life, and I realized that the shots I had already made three, so I reviewed what was left to direct me to the guy in the room.
We even greeted. Not needed. I looked at him and tried to get back in the same direction that I followed the first leg, when a very drunk girl looked into my eyes.
"Samantha," cried
"Er .. no .. not me .. "I said laughing and holding her as could hardly stand up.
"Ah .. Samantha you're not?, then tho 'said giving me his glass full of what looked like a smooth vodka and disappearing into the crowd.
I was about to become one of those girls who are called "Bad Girl", but I fregai and took a sip of that transparent drink, then another and another.
I could feel the liquid going down his throat. The flavor was not particularly bad in fact, could indeed be nice, just felt very hot, but I was an adult, a shot of vodka I would certainly have killed her.
I passed what was supposed to be the library.
'will certainly be locked' I thought, while his free hand came to rest on the handle, which miraculously moved, and made me enter.
immediately closed the door behind me, for fear that someone would see me come in and decide to get into trouble, then again I put my lips on the glass and drank another sip.
"You're not becoming an alcoholic?" A voice from the back made me jump off the ground for fear, and at times I cried.
"Gian, damn you! You made me take a shot .. but you were not with Michelle? "
" Yes, but then she got angry and he gave up here by myself .. I had come looking for you, "said closer
" Um, listen .. it seems to me that one can keep secrets ... well .. I look like a girl right .. "he said scratching his head
I did not want to know where he was going to parry ..
"And ...?"
"E.. in short, your friend Michelle dropped me here alone, here maybe you went to ... "was visibly drunk but I could not understand what he meant.
"about ...?"
"to have a chat ..."
laughed nervously and began to haunt me a lock of hair that had fallen before her face.
Alcohol was definitely having some effect, because I was in high spirits, and certainly that cigarette amended (which most likely was a joint) of certainly did not help my intellectual capacity.
"I'm not very good at talking," I said looking at him first and then going to fix up a book stacked in the library.
"E '... that - started - I really like Michelle, but I can not tell"
I laughed to myself, the situation seemed quite funny. I ran that I was in the library to look a bit 'privacy, I find myself talking with the boy in love and afraid to admit even to himself.
"I'm sorry but Gian .. I'm not good in sentimental, if you like it tell him ... that is why you have to keep it hidden? "
did not answer, but he just stared as if I had said one of the stupidest things you could say.
"Callie, I am here, let's say I have a reputation ... if I had to surrender to the fact that I like, I should become a kind of monogamous .. that's the word? "he asked getting lost in his thoughts.
"Well, then it is very simple, do not tell him .. and anyway, yes, that's the word "
We were silent for several minutes, I scrutinized the books arranged in alphabetical order sipping vodka and the friend of Samantha (??), maybe he was trying to translate what I just said.
"Sorry, eh .. but you are helping me a lot "
curiosity I took a book and threw down another drink, then went back to fix it.
"Ok .. ehm .. I never had a boyfriend, I have no idea how it is, or how it feels. I never even had a girlfriend for that matter .. but if the feeling is paid for not declaring it. In theory, from what you teach, if you love someone you should not even feel the need to seek an outlet that is not your you or your boy .. I think, "I said shocked. I did not know if my reasoning was spinning, or if I said much of the nonsense.
"Ah .. maybe you're right ... "
I shrugged and smiled
" So you love me? "
Azz. I was caught off guard.
"I do not know ... do not you and I must say I. .. Go to her and ask him ... "He nodded
convinced after this statement of mine and I saw him disappear.
I heard a few seconds after popping a kiss on the cheek.
"Thank You" I said, peaceful, and then disappear again.
blushed when I was finally left alone.
In the back room I saw that afternoon harpy pose a prima donna. It must have been a freshman like me but unlike me, she seemed the soul of the party. She laughed and danced, joked, as if the situation were ideal, and he felt at ease.
I noticed when I arrived only a few steps away from her, she was doing the chicken with a guy.
And that blonde hair, coupled with his perfect body that I knew who they belonged.
'Shit, that can I should just go from there? 'I thought as he slowly advanced more awkward than ever.
I made small and tried to pass unnoticed but with little results.
"Hey, girl - screamed - you solved your problem?"
He stood there leaning with her hands in the pockets of jeans, and she was so beautiful that it seemed fake, turned her head in my direction and I seemed to discern a faint smile.
smiled and nodded, hoping she did not put me in embarrassment, but he was so drunk, he would do the nasty.
"You know her?" He asked her as soon as passed directly between the two in my room
"But who? That? Imagine pretending to sleep in the room with me .. that is, but you saw her? "he said, thinking that I did not hear it.
then stretched out behind. I did not want to know what would have answered him. And the less I wanted to know what else would tell her.
'Stupid stupid stupid! - I thought - and even pretending to be his was impressed by two shots cane .. '
I sat under the blanket and covered myself up to the ears. I did not want to think about the next day.
I did not want to even think about him, and when we would see by mistake in the hallways.
I did not know what he thought of me, much less wanted to know what he answered quell'insinuazione so bad.
What I had done to tease me so?
"Bitch" I whispered, and with my head spinning dizzily I managed to get to sleep.
wake up in the morning was quite traumatic. The alarm sounded by the bedside and tried to turn it off groping with poor results as I saw the corner of a half-dying, destroyed dal sonno nel letto accanto al mio.
“Che palle!” sbiascicò rotolando giù dal letto e portandosi dietro tutte le coperte, per poi infilarsi in bagno.
Quei corridoio così uguali mi mettevano in ansia, e correvo da una parte all’altra del campus senza riuscire a trovare quella stupida aula di biologia che avevo visto la sera prima.
“Merda ma ci devo essere già passata davanti” dissi ad alta voce, mentre pian pianino tutti entravano nelle proprie aule.
Svoltai l’angolo sempre di I went running and bumped into something hard.
'No no no please no ..' I thought
"Callie Hello, good morning" Gian came melodious voice but too far away.
So I took my courage in both hands and lifted her head, located under the nose, a Will amused expression.
"Oh .. - Sillabai - good morning. You know you tell the biology classroom? I'm already late and I continue to be wrong "I said, trusting in the good manners of Gian.
"Will, take it back, that I'm late, and I have no desire to finish classes an hour later because of your vices and your stupid cigarettes. "He said winking at me and then going into a classroom not far from us who had the door closed.
"Quiet. Professor Layton is always late. Follow me, "he said in his melodious voice, and I followed him like a robot not to zigzag tread on the toes.
"But you follow its course?" I asked him aware that it was a lesson to an audience of people smaller.
"Yes - Said off his cigarette into a glass placed on a table, probably from the night before - they are a little 'back with the exams. " In pronouncing the sentence he turned and gave me his first real smile.
was also perfect at the time.
'will have something that can make, and maybe even stupid annoying ugly?' I thought to myself, and be amazed to fix those teeth white and perfect.
opened the door and stepped aside to let me half bow, a sign to come before him. Very chivalrous. And damn sexy ...
"G-thanks" I said, as I held my head down.
"Oh, but Mr. Peer, but also to see you again this semester .. spent a most enjoyable holiday? "said the professor slowly wiped his glasses with one of those rags-specific.
"Oh, I would say yes, thank you ... a professor?"
'But they're kidding? The thought remained impaled to fix them, and listen to the ambiguous conversation.
"But I would say yes, I also thought of a way to make them go .. I'm damned concerned but nothing .. have not arrived at any conclusion. I am tormented in Mr. Peer holiday, whether it accounted for? "
And he laughed. Rise putting a hand through his hair to move the clump. Rise from the depths of the heart. He laughed softly. And then I looked for one second.
For just one second our eyes crossed, and for a second I stopped breathing.
"Miss .. how does this bear pelandrone? "he asked the professor to me that I was already sympathetic.
"... Oh - I was caught off guard and I could not answer - oh, well ... not that I know him very well ... he just accompanied in the courtroom. "I said trying to smile, probably giving a face to smile.
The professor was silent a moment and then I shot him at point blank a question.
"What are the main areas, or if we want to define specializations of biology, miss?"
the entire class of students had stopped the incessant chatter and attending to the unique and primary question that the professor, who knows what a why I had posed.
"Well .. we have a serious skills, from easy to complex, we have the aerobiology, anatomy, biochemistry, bioenergetics, biophysics, cell biology and biogeography, we have also the biology of freshwater, development Marine Biology ... .. "
I was interrupted by the laughter of the professor.
"Dear Mr. Peer .. I found a way to make them pass this examination that she seems very complicated, "he said looking into my eyes.
'Oh god no .. do not tell .. please no no no '
"It will help this gentle maiden in the last six months .. whose name is ... "
"... Professor Josef Josef Calliope"
He turned and walked toward the blackboard probably ready to begin his first lesson to the students (and not) ignorant in the field, but I could not allow that to happen something like that .. I could not quite do as a tutor to
Will ... "Excuse me professor - said intimidated-but she does not know if I'm worse than him," he said, pointing
But in response to this statement of mine laughed
"What did Pauster, Miss Joseph? "
was dumbfounded. I knew that the theory of spontaneous generation was attributed to him, and the success of his experiment, but if you'd told me I should be damned Will and his eyes every morning, for the next six months, so I did not answer and I limited myself to fix it.
"Ah .. Well if you do not know these basic things I do not think that is to follow my course, I beg you to sit outside the classroom with me and I'll begin my lesson. "
I saw Will you pass on the right and to go and sit down classroom and raise eyebrows with a grin as soon as I stared at him. I turned to
The professor, who had already begun to speak of Greek derivation of the word that I interrupted him by answering the question.
"Theory of spontaneous generation in the 19th century, after the experiments of Redi and Spallanzani carried out in the 14th century"
"Ah! I knew it! He must learn to know me well ... I would never miss her out the door, "he said winking winking and making the sign of catch one of the seats in the front row.
I saw him raise his hand to sign someone from bottom to sit next to me .. I knew very well who I would have found on the side for the next two hours ..
"Well thanks for letting me put in the front row whispered as soon as I was next.
"Look, unless they catch you in the front row in the final," I said keeping his voice low and pulling out of the backpack notebooks, pencil cases, pens, pencils and rubbers, are worthy of a child to first grade.
"Sure ..." he said, crossing his arms to his chest and relaxing on the chair while I started taking notes from the first university.
For the duration of the lesson I heard various whispers certainly addressed to us. It was impossible to really let him, and not envy me at that moment. I freshman sitting next to the nicest guy that the earth had ever had at least two or three years older.
I felt pathetic, I could not hold his gaze for more than 2 seconds .. every time I stole a pen to scribble on his paper, and I peered over her shoulder to read those notes that sooner or later would have to study ... And I
there, intoxicated me with its wonderful fragrance, pungent, but I tickled the nostrils, and lost in my thoughts flew to the imagination.
I imagined a life with him, I imagined myself to kiss him, to shake him in a rainy day. I saw him tickling his neck in moments of intimacy, hugs and caresses that I was in my world of pure fantasy, as he whispered to me how important it was and how thankful that we had brought together biology.
The two hours went by in a flash and as soon as the bell rang I saw him disappear behind the door with his backpack, while I arranged my things and my notes on the exchange.
When he finally reached the lunch hour, I flew in the table hungry. I was hoping to find Michelle, I was really curious to know if he had spoken to Gian. I was curious to know how she had taken.
So as soon as I saw it I sat down beside her looking at her intently.
"How did this early morning?" Said m bit into a sandwich while looking ambiguous.
"To me it's all right ... you have something to say?" I asked with a wink
I saw her smile, "How do you know that I have something to say?"
"He hunted last night at the library rotten drunk and started to babble something that really keeps us and blah blah ..." I said discarding my lunch.
"Yes, I did a kind of declaration, but .. -Said with a sigh - I do not know. At the bottom is a story destined to end. We are not meant to be "
swallowed loudly and looked shocked.
"But how? Yesterday afternoon you complained that it does not come along, and which does not acknowledge your history, and now you complain of the exact opposite? "
stall I saw, played with the plate, ran a hand Trai hair, wet his lips .. then finally looked at me.
"It's not the man to me .. Callie I like it but .. e. would sooner or later. I do not want to suffer for a guy like that, "
did not say anything so I just nodded. Does not think like her. I could not give her reason.
"Well, it's your life, your feelings are, you have to do what it considers more appropriate ... then you have left?"
not answer right away and just looked at me for a decina di secondi che mi sembrarono durare un’eternità.
“Non siamo mai stati insieme, tesoro.. non potevamo lasciarci…”
Alzai appena gli occhi e lo vidi entrare e guardare nella nostra direzione con aria afflitta. Povero Gian. Nonostante non lo conoscessi, mi era simpatico; era gentile e sebbene ci avessi parlato solo sotto l’effetto dell’alcool mi era sembrato anche una persona dai sentimenti profondi..
Gli sorrisi appena, in segno di saluto poi lo vidi sparire dietro ad una colonna.
