Basta.
All I can say is ENOUGH. Oh, and that sucks.
But I think that anyone can affect outpourings of a fifteen who is trying to acquire a bit of freedom from parents, but I say ancient, primordial.
I think nobody is interested to know that disobedience requires growth, growth that is life and that life is destined to always look for the light (no, not mad, I'm just reading Jack London's White Fang, ignorant!). I think nobody is interested to know that I'm looking for the light, as White Fang I want out of my burrow.
I think no one realizes that the idea is gaining on me, or going out to study after graduation, even if only in Cagliari, but certainly not to travel every day, I would find a roof to sleep, live and to test myself, gaining my independence.
stick of old age? I do not think either! Just because I'm 15 years of difference with my brother, I do not think I will stay here to live in this house for much longer: I swear, I find a place near the university and come back here just for a couple of days each time, like once a month, maximum two. NEVER I will do as my brother, who at 30 still lives with his parents. Far be it from me this fate!
I will do as my other brother, came back every now and after graduation became the first master of six months in Rome, then found a job here and hello hello. Now is the marketing manager and head receptionist at a hotel where a week for 4 people it cost you € 18 thousand .. I give the idea? It has a good salary and we see it sporadically. In addition, plans to buy a house nearby. It has not even 30 years!
So, I will do so.
Or to cite another case in the family, I like my aunt, who has dropped to 20 years to study all in Rome. Then he found a job, husband and home.
I will do so, the study does not only make me grow mentally. I want to become a somebody tomorrow, certainly not a desperate housewife. I'll be a home only when needed.
And the more you try to lock in your bell jar, the more I feel the desire to escape.
There's a world out there, a cruel world, there is the unknown .. but you would like to dive into the empty vacuum instead of closing?
If living means dying a day, well, I'd rather live and die, do not die before you live.
And I just hope somebody up there giving me this opportunity to live a Life as it should.
Once before I said that feelings of chains bind more .. and then mom and dad then it is useless to try to put a leash, ties me to you a strong but invisible chain. It 's so hard to understand?
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