I refer to this post. Chapter
short you say ... I know it's true ... and you think the next one is even shorter: D
It was as if a tornado had passed within my body will break all. Hot and cold shivers of pleasure alternate with fear.
I leaned with his back to the door had closed behind him before you give me that smile, embarrassed, trying to moderate breathing.
If I closed my eyes I could still feel his hands caressing the slender face and hair, her lips so sweet and loving at the same time, the vague taste of a cigarette that was driving me crazy.
When I came to the table most of the tables had already been occupied, and I hoped to glimpse the white hair of Michelle and blacks to sit next to her and tell her everything even though I had not the slightest desire to swallow even a crumb.
But as soon as I stepped inside the room to get closer to our usual table, a female figure stood before him very provocative to me with a fake smile.
"Stay with you got it right away? Because it takes me two seconds to reduce you in mush nerd "
"Hey, Helena ... I do not understand what you are referring to," I said looking at her defiantly.
"Oh, but you know very well what I mean, stupid softy .. William is mine, that you like it or not .. I gave you last night won because I did not want to do scenes, but the next time you pull all those spaghetti that you find yourself in the head ... I understood you well? "I nodded
continuing to fix bad he had that smile on his face and actually made me a bit 'in awe.
From what Will had told me they were not together, but I could easily have misunderstood.
"I do not know it was your boyfriend, though we have only studied, there is really nothing to worry about - I said - I'm sorry you have misunderstood. Will not happen again "
I felt like shit.
"I never said that my boyfriend, but it will come soon, so you think your stupid to study materials, and leave people alone who knows how to have fun ok?" He said, then shrugged and gave me a push to pass.
Sbuffai loudly. In that mess I was going to mess with? That guy that I liked so much and I had just kissed had some history sick with the person I hated most, although I had not ever done anything.
I joined Michelle at the table ready to tell her about recent events, but Gian came up immediately and I could not tell in front of him. The
smacked a kiss on the lips caressing and then sat at our table noisily moving a chair.
with a headache I had all the noises were amplified
... "Hey, anyone here has drank too much yesterday," he said addressing a warm smile.
replied with a grin and stole the juice greedily drinking it from the tray. I did not notice that you have so thirsty until he drank it all in one gulp.
"Oh yes .. you definitely exaggerated, "said Gian laughing and then blaming the meat overcooked, resembling a sole of a shoe.
talked about this and that as if nothing had happened, although in reality with the eyes looking desperately Will. I wanted to maybe talk to him or ask him what the hell was going through my head a few minutes earlier, but no blonde hair poked her head into the room, and I just nodded and smiled to the gentle effusions of the two new lovebirds, who in what seemed to me, had decided to show the open.
When the bell rang which sanctioned the end of the lunch break, Gian escaped by disappearing to me a wink and a smacking kiss again, surely the first of its boldest Michelle making me blush.
"Michelle I must tell you one thing," I said while accompanying her to the physical education classroom.
"What joy?" His smile showed his happiness fully. He was so happy and carefree that even she did not look.
"Well .. here I do not know where to start ... skip the lesson with me? Please, "begged
He looked at me sideways, probably had already figured out something.
"What do you miss a lesson .. be a serious thing .. "In response
sbuffai.
"Ok .. er's okay ... it's nothing important ... maybe after "
I tried to disappear leaving the hall, but he took me by the wrist and led me in the cafeteria.
I sat holding a cup of hot chocolate, while taking out the cold wind blowing behind the leaves off the trees.
"I kissed her on."
".. ..."
"I know .. no .. I should not. I had to pull me back ... but it took me off guard and kissed me "
I did not know what to say to let her know I was that I was not to look that fantastic kiss. He had an expression that seemed to wonder that anxiety or nervous ..
"Well thanks .. I was not particularly beautiful, I'm a nerd and all but kissed me and it's not nice of you look like that, "muttered
" No.. no star what have you got it! I do not do this because it seems impossible that he did it .. but that is it .... "
" Well thank you ... what beautiful words of comfort! "snapped getting nervous
" Let me explain ... Will has always been a freak .. I know a lot of years now, and - as I spoke gesticulated nervous - I have known several girls who have had some minor story with him ... but Will not kiss girls. Will not you let go and effusions so blatant. It just seems weird .. but not strange because You're a nerd, silly, strange because it is not the type who does this sort of thing .. if you want I can talk to him maybe Gian .. .. "
" No please! Not hinder this thing, it was only a kiss .. "I said staring at the smoke coming out of my cup.
"It's never just a kiss in the case of William Peer." He said seriously.
seemed almost did it on purpose. A twist of fate. I had been drinking my hot chocolate when Michelle ran to the next lesson. I did not want to jump another for something so stupid. And of course, never saw him enter the cafeteria.
I was left alone.
All had their subjects to follow, but I just did not feel. One day of absence would not lead to who knows what consequences. Or so I thought.
So I was lost in my thoughts weird. Explored several options that explains his behavior, when he nearly fell off the chair when I looked up and saw him sitting in front.
"Holy God, I want to take a hit?" I asked putting a hand to his chest
amused smile, as usual, raising an eyebrow.
"I I have seen "
" No.. I was thinking .. I was thinking ... "I could not find a plausible excuse.
My heart was pounding in my chest, taking me to have rapid breathing, and certainly he had noticed.
Beautiful as the sun was standing there staring at me putting myself further in awe, but the words would not come out of the mouth, and tongue seemed glued.
"Were you thinking? A what? "And then asked noticing my uncertainty.
blushed violently, as always happened to me in his presence and turned to avoid me that his eyes were passing through the heart.
"To notes biology "pigolai remained staring at the blank wall all cracked.
"It really did not understand much the lesson, I simply transcribed what was written on the blackboard ..." he said as if he had not paid attention to the double meaning of my sentence.
"I have not even read for that matter," muttered
She looked surprised with his hand while trying to settle in that bunch that fell in front of the eyes continuously un'espressine giving him very sexy.
"I just want to watch with me a moment? "he asked as I swallowed my hot chocolate without realizing he had left the brown mustache above his lip.
"Now?"
"Are you .. - Rise-you're all dirty with chocolate, "he said moving the pointing finger and my lips, while with his free hand he took out the pack of sheets scattered all crumpled.
I took the back of his hand and wiped me worse than a girl leaving a brown halo over the palm.
I never meant to find it again on the side, breathing on my neck, but when he moved to come near me and read all I could find the necessary strength inside of me to leave.
I needed that little touch more than anything else in the world.
"Because you see - he said putting his finger on the paper, pointing to a sentence scribbled half - today spoke of macromolecules but I did not understand what he meant"
I watched him opening his eyes, feeling almost insulted.
"I got drunk to explain it to me yesterday and today you are telling me that you did not understand what they are?" Asked
did not answer but merely compulsory fixed to look down on the sheets.
"are proteins and nucleic acids .. DNA and RNA, "I muttered and then back to concentrating on the field, glanced
diabolical" Do not help me so, "he said in a tone too serious that almost did not recognize.
raised my head to fix it because I could not, and especially did not want to believe what I had just heard.
I was making a superhuman effort to explain what was being said in class, I was put into play more than any other person in there, dealing with my shyness, and my fears. Passing my time with a guy who probably was making fun of me .. all for nothing.
"Look, I do not know what to do with you .. I - I missed the words - I am doing the ass and you do not enjoy it ... you know what I say? Sbrigatela alone .. you do not have eight years, and I'm not your mom .. are not obliged to help you study. At this point arranged. I do not deserve such behavior, "I said getting up and unbuttoned his chair by crawling on the floor.
ran to my room leaving him there in silence. I was the answer to that way? Where do I find all this courage I did not know really, but I knew by her eyes that was not what he expected to hear. He was speechless and remained as we had been wrong. For a second I was only a worm, then I realized that maybe it was better that way. It was better not to get too many illusions about the two of us, it was useless. I was not at all. And I would have stayed for the rest of my life. The trouble was that hour after hour, day after day, I was hopelessly in love with that boy.
Truncate report that stupid fake friendship that was coming to set was the best thing for me, to hell with the feelings of others. Once in a lifetime I would have done the egioista.
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