Welcome to the "Claudia Pink Mood "is a rare occurrence .. the fact is that when my mind reaches this state everything is pink .... and you can see in this update from the picture frames pink .... forces all together! embrace and celebrate the pink mood!! Why?! Because with the pink mood I baked an update that should not be ready until next Friday ...
"What determines the pink mood" you ask?! Well I can not answer ... maybe today is due to the fact that I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm 5 days away at that in Tuscany .. hoping that time I thank you ... or I will become black mood! è____é
As for the credits of this chapter are the same .. I know ... they are boring ... but you can find in this post ....
and now comes the pink-update!
(hug tight embrace)
Also that year, Christmas was coming. Mom and Dad, when I was back at home were so happy to see me that I was afraid that I would no longer let her go. But I knew have grown enough in those few months. And I knew that I could not remain anchored to them for the rest of my life.
had loved me more than it was logical, and perhaps all that love, that good and I had grown under a bell from fragile glass. But I had made
strength, I raised one from the layer of glass and I had walked on my way, falling and rising again.
I get up, even if Will had taken the salute me. After that afternoon I spoke no more, neither in class or in the cafeteria or the hallways.
He even stopped to see Gian while he was with me and Michelle ... all this while not having to do with me.
And if Michelle was telling me that it was better that way, I could not help it, and secretly, while everyone slept, I cried.
My parents were in love with Michelle and Gian, I had found. They were happy to have finally met some friends, although my father, it seemed suspicious
... "A boy?! It's not that you do strange things? "Asked once making me laugh.
"No Dad, it's just a dear friend .. and she's an extraordinary girl .. "
" Yes, but ... all those piercings on his face ... those things is a good girl? Drink? "I was ill-treated
of questions all the time. But thank goodness my mother every time, on time saved me.
"Andy, leave her alone .. are your friends .. we want to talk about what you used to do as a young man? "So
merely muttered, looking sideways at them and checks the time.
But after the two week break I had taken from the study, was finally able to understand that my friends that I often they visited, they were two guys slap.
"Tomorrow is the Christmas party on campus," Gian said one day while we ate.
"Oh, so glad to know, I have to finish the notes for biology," I said still chewing on a meatball that was to be the balance of meat last month.
"Come on, you can not study biology every single day .. - Michelle said that probably was tired of hearing about tasks and study - there will be "he said, turning to Gian che sorrise furbescamente.
Forse stavano organizzando di farmi ubriacare nuovamente, cosa che avrei escluso a priori, o forse, cosa che negavo persino a me stessa, volevano mettermi in imbarazzo con Will, che ormai probabilmente, e pubblicamente, mi odiava.
Lasciai la mensa per dirigermi a lezione di spagnolo, ormai conoscevo bene i corridoi, e cosa ancora più importante, conoscevo bene i movimenti di Will.
Era come un chiodo fisso. Ogni mio passo era fatto in funzione di lui; o meglio in funzione di evitare lui… ma quel pomeriggio lo incrociai. Forse era in ritardo, forse voleva farmi un dispetto, perhaps more than just push them and as always pretended nothing.
I just looked at me and I hugged the book to his chest staring at the ground, without in any way, his eye contact.
was like a stab each time, it was sad, bad and even selfish on his part to behave like that, and in a fit of madness I looked up.
was sadness that I read that expression on his face? I realized that I had stopped breathing, but I could not help but every time I appeared before.
The memory of that kiss our only came in strongly in the lead cast out any frivolous thought.
I still remember his warm hands caressing his face and then creep in my hair. I remembered perfectly the taste of her tongue. I remembered how I had formed of him by putting our bodies in contact, even if only for a few seconds.
moves faster past him, unable to avoid him. It was hypnosis.
It was like that scene in slow motion, as in the worst movie of the lowest category. He and I were walking towards each other, continuing to look into his eyes without saying a word, while in our minds who knows what thoughts turned wildly.
we touch and everything just froze for a moment, causing an electric shock to my body and making me walk the thrills the length of the back.
I went a little further on in the classroom without looking back and he probably did the same.
I put my head on the bench to recover from ecstasy inside and tried to breathe normally.
But nothing seemed normal when I was around him.
The rest of the afternoon passed quickly enough, never too obviously, and when I finally arrived in my room scalciai shoes to extremes, and I threw myself on the bed on his stomach. I was upset.
I could not wait to give my first exams, especially the biology, then ask Professor Layton to keep this for any search and maybe, why not, for one day as his assistant.
But those thoughts made me think back, I had to first finish my first task assigned to me. So I stretched my arm towards the table and took out all those notes that I had rewritten in order manic and started to emphasize the key parts.
"You want to stop, by the grace of God, to study?! Are not you tired of reading and rereading the same things? "I asked Michelle entered the room as soon as
sighed. I had to be able to find the courage to explain that those notes were not mine; just do not know how.
So I shrugged, and I avoided any word that might reconnect to Will. Or at least I tried. By now she knew better than I that my every gesture had meaning.
"I'm not your notes right?" He asked standing in front of me with a sly smile on his lips.
Once again, I said, I simply make her an embarrassed smile and shake his head.
"Have you thought about how are you going to give them to him since there talking about?"
I laughed and shook his head again and now I emphasized those concepts that I knew by heart.
"I have a suggestion for you," he said then looked at me with a devilish look and a smile even more frightening.
He sat with me on the bed and began to expose myself what had occurred to him.
"Please, we can not find another way?" I asked with a headband on his head that pulled me to death, and Michelle with a foundation in hand stared at me with amusement.
"You told me you was all right, now you can not pull back, because we should be down in 20 minutes .. and then what do you do? Would you like to go to him as if nothing had happened and give your notes? "
Sbuffai loudly. She was right, give it to Gian was the best thing. Will they have received and would be prepared with a lot of time, without necessarily having to speak with me.
The minutes passed while my friend enjoyed the face painting, accumulating more and more delay. When I saw Gian
look out the bathroom door I wanted to collapse.
"Where are sti notes?" He asked, staring in the face
"In the table" snapped-extending an arm.
"It 's the best thing, you guys keep making babies and not to speak, but in the meantime I will remove tooth examination. - Shouted from the other room while I felt that messes up my tray, and especially my boyfriend is having fun, "he said then reappearing with the packet of papers trumpeting.
"Of course .. she is having fun, I feel 'barbie pitturami face' and Will pass the test ... the only one that does not draw benefits me. Michelle Ouch! I've pulled a hair " I muttered and then turned to her.
"If I stop, I'd be a bit more comfortable," he said ironically.
course she quipped, but I was afraid of getting bald due to a stupid Christmas party.
"Okay girls, I start to go down that is already late, do the notes and to Will you look at the table ok?"
"Hello love after" Michelle replied nonchalantly work even harder ; to lift millions of hair.
"CIA .. ouch!"
I was an idiot. And above all, a clown. I never made up in my life, and turn without glasses gave me a sense of perdition. I used to have a weight on the nose, and not having made me feel not myself. I was certainly more convenient, sure, but I was also curious.
reflected in the mirror I saw a girl who does not even seem
me ... Maybe it was just an impression, but all were aimed at establishing ..
course wondered why the nerd had cured that way, but a girl who was following my own course stopped to study a second and then smiled at me warmly.
"You're from God, so do you know? "he said disappearing into the crowd of students.
looked with hate Michelle, I already knew, if he was grinning beneath his mustache.
"See? , And that you do not trust your friend! "He said winking and giving me a little slap with his elbow. Reach the cafe seemed a
, all placed in front of drink or smoke (I did not notice it now), so I grabbed the arm of my friend and I did carry ... so it was definitely easier and more fun.
"Shit, no, no, no Will. Come on, "I said trying to pull the other side, but resisted so I turned to look angry.
"Shut up both of them. Walking, "said pulling and making me stumble over my own feet.
"Good evening guys! Look at my artwork, "cried when he approached the two friends making me feel ashamed as a thief.
"Stop," I said blushing and taking your eyes off the other side as Gian
ever, could not grasp at the chance to make me blush even more.
"Callie, you are wonderful .. Will not you find? "I did not turn in any way, but for a second I hated him with all my strength.
not even answer. Perhaps laughing at me, but not interested. I put the pout and crossed her arms around his chest, without looking any one look. I took a glass from the table where the two boys were leaning back and giving everyone started drinking silent, scanning the chaos of people who enjoyed the sound of music.
"But hey, look at my sister Michelle - Gian's voice came from overly fake behind my back - that we come to say goodbye "
Sbuffai, sbuffai sbuffai and more. I hated them when they were children in that way.
I did not want to know if they were gone, or if you made fun of me. I was too angry to even think about how to make him pay for both.
But those thoughts of hatred and war were interrupted when the heart skipped a beat.
"You're going to make you cheat, just do not take notes," said an inch from my ear.
I turned in disgust. "Please eh?! - I said ironically, referring to the notes - the education would take at least a thank you ... but what can I expect from someone who does not even say hello to me if you see me pass in the corridors "I said then turned and drain the whole glass.
"Thank you - after a few seconds he said with a smile - and hello"
waited for long moments before addressing him.
"There is no real sister?" Asked
"Sister there .. that is my only "he said, smiling and raising an eyebrow.
laughed with him and tried to relax, even if I was not after all that time to feel at ease if he stood beside me.
"I ... I is better to turn off the noise - I said putting down his glass without looking at it - I need a book for my exam .. see you "I said, leaving them without giving him time to react.
Ok those two months without him were not served at all. I was carried to give up, but apparently there was success. Be there alone with him he had done nothing but make me fall even more to his feet. And I wanted it. I could not.
Already I had been bad enough, we lacked even delude myself further and get back to dreaming night after night. I climbed the steps
fast trying to get back my heart to a normal rhythm, but it was not easy.
was even more beautiful than I remembered.
'Enough is enough! Stupid idiot! 'I thought as I walked into a library to find myself deserted.
I could feel the bass pumping from the floor below, but those walls, almost like magic managed to muffle the sound and provide moments of utter carelessness.
I love being in libraries, although this was small, because there was this climate of solidarity, where all were obliged to keep quiet.
could hear only the sound of leaves, and focus on the breath of other people. Closing my eyes I could even smell the old books, yellowed by time.
I put a hand up and pulled out a dusty book, stroking the cover finely worked, blew the dust fly to see against the light that danced up to become airborne.
"Bhu"
I took a leap from the ground screaming ready to throw the book against who I had played that stupid joke. And when I turned
laughed.
"You ... you're a fool! - Said with eyes full of tears - the first study to use me, kiss me and then run away without bothering to tell me what goes through your head, not happy I take the words and I avoid if I were un'appestata, and now .. you making fun of me .. William Peer're a horrible person! I wish I'd never met you! "
threw the book on the ground in anger. I wanted to throw in the head and see him grow a bump but I just stared at him with eyes that had more grim.
We stood staring at it for maybe seconds, maybe minutes. Maybe even hours. I could not just say it, but when I stufai of his eyes that made my arrogant towards him ready to leave, not before him pulled his shoulder.
Maybe he would not have even noticed, but I needed to make him an injustice, however small, but unexpectedly came up to me and stopped me with one arm, then bringing him close to his body. I was holding you? It almost seemed that he did not want me to go away.
"He was right Gian .. You are delightful evening, "he whispered just
I stiffened like any normal person would do.
"Eh?"
laughed again, more gently this time and brought his lips near my ear. I could hear her breathing, that slow and steady pace that was making me go crazy, and her hands hold me close to him, put on my back. I stroked and remained motionless, while I had become a statue. As usual, I stopped breathing for stirring and slowly tried to resume a normal pace, to avoid fainting, but above all he was aware ..
"What .. that ... "I tried to say, stammering, and received no answer.
So I stayed in his arms, and slowly tried to find my space. It was definitely taller than me, but the space between the neck and collarbone seemed made for me, so I leaned my lungs inhaling her scent, surrounding it myself. I would stay there for the rest of my eternity. Happy oasis of peace and tranquility, to adapt to him and his body seemed to be a normal thing for me.
Hold it, hold it ... I had imagined so many times, that seemed to be back in the world of my imagination.
"Do not I wanted to avoid - he said, after who knows how many minutes passed in that position - I thought you hated me and they are just gone .. I did not want .. you only have misunderstood my sentence, "he continued stammering
This time it was I did not answer and just smiled, taking care not to move too afraid to escape again.
I felt his lips rest on my head while I raised a hand gently on her face forcing me to look into his eyes.
I was stroking the whole face, his finger following the contours of my face, from nose, eyes, and then linger on my lips.
"Do not be ashamed," she said almost whispering to one inch from my mouth.
His hot breath blew into my face, provoking the usual thrills that this time walked the entire body, but I was ecstatic, enchanted on his face did not dare move a muscle. He could never be a be more perfect?
I felt my own master. He and I like it never happened. I felt its warmth and permeates the body out. He felt her hands, her caresses, those lips that called me, I tried, I wanted, I wanted to, and as the half closed slightly slowly I approached the little superficially.
Attimi di paura.. attimi di angoscia.. attimi tramutati in passione.. in audacia..
Le sue mani correvano sui miei fianchi, avvicinandomi il più possibile, mentre le nostre bocche dolcemente si cercavano.
Si tirava indietro appena per poi avvicinarsi. Giochi di labbra. Piccoli morsi.
Gli passai le mani intorno al collo per non farlo più fuggire, ed inarcai il corpo per non lasciare alcuno spazio tra me e lui, mi alzai sulle punte e gli passai leggermente la lingua sulle labbra.
Aveva il respiro accelerato, tanto quanto il mio.
Quando finalmente le nostre labbra entrarono in contatto, fu come se non potessi più fare altro per il resto della vita.
Fu come se avessi vissuto solo per that kiss.
was so natural to move with him, to abandon their shyness and give in to what was the best night of my life.
I could hear the other hand, remained on his back, pushing against his body, his way under the shirt on my bare back. Just stroking, tickling, to make me bend even more and want something more.
fell off slightly with increasingly labored breathing remaining at a finger from my lips.
"I remind you that we are in the library - he said eagerly to kiss me and hold me back as much as possible to him - and your friends will stand there looking"
"Why bother when we have become my friends?" I asked between a kiss and another
just smiled, resting his forehead against mine, and I had not yet enough, but try to contain myself staying with my eyes closed
"Ok - I whispered, swallowing saliva does not exist - er , I now go out, you count to 30 and come under, "I said letting go taking
"30? So much? - I asked, laughing while remaining attached to me - we can not do 15? "
" 10 .. count to 10 and then go down .. me .. let me get a book all .. "I said when I left looking for a plausible excuse that would confirm my departure, as he looked at me amused and completely disheveled.
I approached him for giving me two more kisses then me out with my cheeks still burning. 10 seconds ... so I would be able to resist?
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Will!! Dirty !!!!!!
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